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#64 Godcast: Intimacy with God

From the earliest I can remember, I was a “Christian”. The word itself grades on me. I feel like it doesn’t mean what it should mean, I feel like it doesn’t accurately portray my relationship with God. You see, I am not a go to church on Sunday, pray when life is hard, ask God for help when I need it kind of Christian. I am a on-fire, worship Him for hours, pack up and sell everything I own and follow Him wherever He leads me kind of Christian. I. Love. God. I love Jesus, and I love Holy Spirit. I live for Him and Him alone. I seek Him on every possible thing that I remember (I still have my busy seasons where I forget).

God is a part of my parenting, my marriage, my business, my friendships, even my house (I’ll save that for another day). He leads me, He speaks to me, He guides and directs me, His word is my foundation, He disciplines me, He is the reason I was created and the reason that I live.

I am a passionate person, but there is no match for my relationship with God. It is where all of my passion resides. When I get to talk about Him, I light up inside. Every good thing in my life is Him, He is in the hard times, in the broken times, He is faithful and good and I am His.

This blog, His.
Gather ‘Round, His.
My family, His.
My life, His.

Today’s episode is a small glimpse into my journey to where I am with God today. I have not arrived, I am not perfect, I don’t have it all together, and I make SO many mistakes. But this is not a story of Rebecca’s faithfulness, it is a story of God’s faithfulness despite Rebecca.

If you want more in your relationship with God, then this one’s for you.

No links, no advertisements, no pictures, just Him.



  1. Oh my Rebecca! I can so identify with you. I have experienced the exact same things to me at the exact time of the year!! Our Bible College has a motto: “To hear God with an open Bible.” Seeking Him is so important in this time – this is the only way to stay on the narrow path. And it is in this narrow spaces that He reveals Himself. Thank you for sharing – so nice to hear and get to know you more this way.

  2. Wow! You nailed this one on the head! I can’t believe how one our spirits are! I have been feeling the same way for this past year! My heart is always to out Jesus first but yet every morning I fail! I am not giving up but it’s so comforting to know that u struggle the same ! I have 5 kids as well and all the to do’s but God is still in the midst as you said thru my relationship with Him as I stop and pray thru out my day! He is always speaking to me through many different ways through out my day and I love how you touched on that it’s about relationship! Thanks for being brave and putting yourself out there! God is good! Hugs !

  3. Hearts girl! ???
    This was great encouragement. Your upbringing sounds EXTREMELY relatable!
    … And it facilitates the motivation for me to evaluate where I’m at now. ❤️

  4. love these”Godcasts” ! hoping you choose to do the Bible read through you mentioned! I’m just patiently waiting for your next podcast lol

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